Tuesday, March 05, 2019

Things I can see this week

What I see from where I'm sleeping. Keith is right over there. If you came here to read about Keith, click here. The doorway look like it opens into a sunny vista with greenness, but it's just a wall. Because this room was dark, the hallway seemed lit up like The Emerald City or something. Contrast.


I don't want to take a picture of Keith. His hair hasn't been put up the way he likes it, and he's a little tubey. Intubish.
(Also it's against policy, and decorum, so I won't tell you what hospital we're in or which department, and don't ask.)

Out the window, though, is the roof of some of the 1st floor, in the foreground. Center is Hokona Zuni, with Zia to the left—dorms I lived in when I was 17 and 18. The first year I lived there was the last year it had its own dining hall. 1970/71. The second year I lived there was the first year it was a co-ed dorm instead of all-girls.

To the far left is another paired set of dorms, Laguna/DeVargas. I lived there as a senior. They were nearly new when I was in there.


You might notice those photos were taken at different times of the 24-hour clock.

The top of the parking structure has an unobstructed view of the western horizon. Wow! THIS would be the place to come to watch balloons. I wonder if people already know that and it fills up? All you have to do to get up here is to drive 5 mph through about a quarter mile of very tight spirally parking lot, in the dark, before you pop out into "There are the volcanos; where are the balloons!?" glory.


It was only shady for being 7:15 a.m. Much of the time it's full sun. My van doesn't care, but today I didn't make it to the top, because someone had left me a spot right near the elevators. This is as close as I park to my front door at home! I am commemorating this today, because it will never happen again. NOTE: It happened again the very next day, very same spot.

I looked carefully to make sure there were no signs like "this space is preserved for pregnant law enforcement officers," or "employee of the month" but no... unmarked and empty.

So as days with comatose husbands go, this one is a good one, and I wanted to share some of the views (and save them for my own nostalgic future).






Added in late March, two things:

Link to the next post, "Better Days"

And I did see some balloons from the top of the parking structure one day, about eight of them.


Monday, March 04, 2019

Keith and a medical situation

Newer notes, from Friday March 8, are at Keith, better days in the hospital

And NEWER newer things: from March 13

Summary in advance as of 3:30 PM, Thursday, March 7
Keith/Gunwaldt is stable but critical, unconscious and well attended, in intensive care at UNMH.



Coronary fibrulation, cardiac arrest (at Montgomery Park Sunday noonish—CPR by SCA friends, then by EMTs)

Coronary angiogram (UNMH 4:00 or so)

Another cardiac arrest after that (CPR in ICU, 6:30 pm?)

Stabilized but on many machines and IV, since later that night.


I'm gathering things I wrote as they unfolded, to put in one place and share with friends and relatives. I'll add to it as more is known. Feel free to send the URL out and about to others who might wonder and worry.


Elizabeth McLaughlin wrote:

More info from the park. Everyone there helped. Albinas dialed 911 the instant we saw Keith's condition, and stayed on the ph w/ dispatch, keeping them informed of everything we were doing, so when the paramedics arrived, they jumped out with equipment in hand, and a plan to help. Jenn, Loucretzia, Rados, & Constatine stripped Keith of his armor, in seconds, helped with CPR, and they and everyone there cleared all the arms & armor, preparing the area for the emergency crew. People were in the street to flag the ambulance, and point the crew to Keith. Anyone not actively helping, stood out of the way, but close enough to help, should anything be required. No one had to tell anyone what to do. Everyone acted as a well oiled machine. Loucretzia organized gathering Keith's gear, and getting it in Marty's car. Kayda and Bela both interfaced with the paramedics, to inform them of what we knew of family coming, and Keith's health history.


from Sandra:

THANK YOU, one and all. I am very grateful, both for the help people offered so quickly and generously, and for the account and the credits of it.

Midday Sunday, March 3

Keith went to fighter practice to fence. During or after a bout, he said he was out of breath, stepped back, and fell backwards. Someone called out for help and Brigitta, Bela, and Kayda (Sherri) ran to do CPR. Someone called 911, and called Marty, who called me. Holly and I started over to the park and got there as he was put into the ambulance.

Bela drove Marty to the hospital, and Holly drove me. Bela's account (and action) were important for them all to hear, as various doctors came and talked to us about different aspects of what was happening.

NOTE to Paul, Jeff and Steve-&-Beau, 5:45 pm Sunday (still Day 1):
They did the coronary angiogram. It wasn’t a heart attack, but there was blockage, and they put two stents into the LAD / front wall artery.

The doctor said that at some point in the past, Keith had a heart attack, and the front wall broke, and blood leaked out into the body cavity and calcified—on the heart, and maybe also lower down, but they’ll know more later. The heart had developed collateral vessels (like a natural bypass, he said).

The left side of the heart didn’t have significant disease, but the right had not much flow to heart tissue.

What happened at the park was that he had coronary fibrulation and cardiac arrest. So not a heart attack today, but the effect of a heart attack whenever-back. Dr. Garcia described coronary fibulation later as "an electrical storm of the heart," and I wrote the phrase down. It didn't seem to be a good time to point out that if someone said that at our house on a normal day, probably Keith or Holly or I (if not two or three at once) would have started singing it to the tune of "sudden eclipse of the heart."

When he had his shoulder surgery most recently (November?) they made him get approval of a cardiologist first. And that test showed that he had had a heart attack at some point. That seemed odd, because we couldn’t think of anything.

Today, though, I’m wondering. Beau, do you remember when or where at an Estrella (or maybe a Battlemoor) when Keith went to the toilet at night and then had pain and a hard time getting back to the tent? He thought it was because of his back. He said he eventually made it back to the tent, and barely made it into the bed, and then stayed there for hours, and could hear people in the morning saying that he had probably already gone to the field, or had left early. He could hear them, but couldn’t get up. Then he said Beau came and checked on him later, and helped him for the rest of the time.

That might have been a heart attack.

Keith and his high pain threshhold…..

The’re putting him into the ICU, and just called me (we’re in a cafe down the hall) to get permission for a unit of blood and a blood-pressure medicine that goes by IV, but needs to go into a bigger vein, so they’re putting it in his neck. I said okay, becuase I don’t know how or why I would not say okay.

That’s what we know now.

I took notes to tell you that stuff, Jeff, because I knew you would want to know. I wish I knew more.

7:00 p.m. to the same group, plus Ashlee, who was in the Presbyterian Emergency room while were at the UNMH (university hospital, a mile and a half or so from there). Ivan's mystery rash and hives had worsened.

We’re still all waiting to go in and see him. Kirby and Destiny will go first, when they let us in to the ICU room; their kids are with a friend. Then Bela and Marty, then me and Holly. Bela will take Marty and Holly back to the park to get Marty’s jeep and Keith’s truck. I’ll stay here a while, probably.
Or if they say Keith will be fully unconscious, maybe we’ll use my van to get people to cars.
Transport ended up being different, but all vehicles were retrieved before long.
Later note, for the record. Holly didn't see Keith that night. She left with Kirby to retrieve Keith's truck from the park. Bela would have taken Marty over to where Ashlee, Ivan and Treva were, at Pres, but they were being discharged already, so Bela took Marty to his jeep, at the park.

There was a time, earlier today, when they said he would be sedated for at least two more days. Since they’re not needing to do a surgery, though, that plan might be cancelled.

We might or might not know more after we see him.

They let me sit with him a bit before the angiogram. He was cold, but Bela figures cold is a good thing.

People here are cheery and telling fun stories, now that we’re less afraid. Marty’s anxious to get back to Ivan, so I hope they let us in soon.

While we were waiting, Keith had another cardiac arrest, after they moved him from the Cardio Cath Lab to the ICU.

11:30 PM they hooked him up to the big catheter. It goes in at his neck, and has blood pressure medicine and a cold water unit so that cold water circulates though a closed loop to cool his blood.

They're trying to keep his temp at 36C, which is not very much colder than regular, but cooling the blood can help prevent continuing brain damage.

He's breathing by machine, but his lung has re-inflated (it was punctured by a broken rib during CPR).
His heart beats on its own with the help of epinephren in the IV, and blood pressure meds in the newer, larger line.

2:15 AM 3/4/19

When they were changing the pads and the bedding, he moved, grimaced, opened his eyes a bit a couple of times (but didn't focus). Opened his mouth wider (discomfort of tubes maybe), but he wasn't really awake. It was in reaction to them rolling him on one side and then the other, I think.

I held his hand through most of it, but he didn't squeeze back. Still, it felt good, and I saw his eyes, even though I don't think he saw me.

4:52 AM 3/4/19
took him for CT scan. There was an earlier request for another look at the heart, but it's hard to move him with all his stuff, so the nighttime doctors were going to stall until he was more stable, or until there was more need.
They woke me up to say they were taking him for the scan so the cardiologists could look at his heart later, but now they wanted to see his abdomen to see if he was bleeding somewhere, because his blood levels were dropping.

5:30 AM 3/4/19
5:30 they came back, and it took 20 minutes to get all the hoses reconnected from the travelling units to the big solid one.
There's no news or report of it, though. Unless it's going to require a new procedure, the doctor won't come and talk to me about it.
More blood has not been ordered, but it might be.
Even if they see where he might be bleeding inside, they might be able to affect it without surgery, says this nurse I like.

6:00:
The nurse says Keith is one of the sickest here, so there will be a lot of activity in here around 7:00 and I might not be able to sleep. Also he says when the residents do rounds, they do it outside and not right in the room, usually, and if I were to go home I could get a report from one of the doctors later.
I'm going to try to sleep for an hour or two anyway, since I have two blankets and a bed now.
I'll go home and shower and eat after I sleep some, I think.

10:15 AM:
I'm back at the hospital. Today's nurse called and asked me to come. There was another CT Scan this morning, and they found aspiration pneumonia. They're putting him on antibiotics right now.

Sometime during the CPR at the park, stomach acid (contents?) came up, and he breathed some, and now they're "treating him for aspiration pneumonia." Whether it is already pneumonia is kind of a grey area, though, but the official phrase is that above.

The other new concern is kidney problems from insufficient blood flow to organs, because although his heart is working, it's not working as strongly as it should. They have maxed out the doses of the three heart-pressure medicines, and the 4th doesn't make sense for his particular case, so they won't use the 4th one.

This morning between 7:30 when I left for home and 10:00 when I got back, Keith woke up some, and flailed a bit, arms and legs. The nurse (Annika) says he was trying to get tubes out, so she quickly increased the sedative, but that it was a good sign that he could wake up and move, and that he moved both sides, and not just one.

Noon, 3/4/19
I noticed even the chaplain came in in a gown with gloves. Thinking back, it's been since I got here.

There's a sign on the door, too. Keith tested positive for Methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus (MRSA), so visitors need to wash hands before and after, and employees need to use gloves and gowns so they don't pass his staph infection to other patients.

Two things they may or may not recommend we consider, depending how everything else goes:
  • swan catheter (to measure pressure in the chambers of the heart)
  • impella (a pump that goes inside the heart temporarily)

9:55 PM: Kidneys are slightly improved. Kidney injury is resolving. Still chilled; the coronary proposals are off the table for now, nothing of note, sleeping, moved some.

Tuesday morning They were having a hard time getting him to 36C, so at 3:00 am (I think) they had set the machine to 35, to try to get him to 36. Shivering was warming him up, and they don't want him to be moving, either, so they added something to the cooling (something in the bed? I slept through it) and when I left, they had set it back to 36. Then there's a sort of bubble-wrap-looking layer above him, with a blanket on top of that. They blow warm air through channels in the plastic "blanket," to keep him from shivering while his blood is cooled. He looked comfortable. I've come home for a few hours, and Holly went to the hospital about 9:30.

Noonish Tuesday, 3/5 Dr. Ling called. They want to replace the chest tube that was taking out blood and air, initially, from the chest cavity outside his left lung, and replace it with a smaller tube that goes into the space near the top of the lung, through his chest. The other, bigger tube was having problems with flow, and they don't want air to put pressure on his heart in there. The new one will only be pulling air. (This is what I understand from a phone call. I asked some questions, there was a witness, and they took verbal approval over the phone.)

2:30 PM and a bit after Holly says that procedure was done at 2:30, and when needed her to leave so they could X-ray to make sure it was in the best spot, she decided to go find food. I'll leave to go back in just a bit. They have started very gradually warming him back up to normal temperature which should be completed at 3:00 Thursday morning. I think it's then that they plan to assess brain function. Somewhere around there.

9:00 PM, still gradually warming. He moved around some, and when that happens they make him comfortable and give him an extra bit of the regularly-ongoing sedative (Fentanyl). The new chest tube is working and the older one stayed in also, and is working better too, for an unexplained reason. (I will ask for an explanation, and maybe it won't be unexplained anymore. :-) )

11:50 PM I asked. The nurses know the story, but they don't know why either. When the new one was put in, the older, larger one started flowing. So they left them both. "Mystery tube," one said. Okay then.
They started a nutrition... packet, bag today. It goes through a tube to the stomach. It's flowing VERY slowly. "Tube feeding with a kangaroo bag." This is why I didn't know. It's secret lingo. :-)

1:40 AM Wednesday, March 6—Hiccups. I saw Keith moving and went to see if he was shivering. It was hiccups, the nurse said. She was right. Hiccups have always been painful, to Keith. Mine are minor, but his are deep and strong. He started to grimace with each hiccup. Amanda gave him a sedative boost, because it was looking uncomfortable. She turned the heat up on the cover, too.


Wednesday, March 6 they continued to gradually bring his temperature down, kept him sedated, monitored the pumps and substances—all the machines and IVs (each bag has a beepy thing which might beep if the supply is low, or not flowing, and might beep if the battery is low).

Wednesday was a brain rest day.

Beau and Laurie came to visit in the morning, bringing recorders with extras for me. We played music he would recognize. There wasn't any for-sure response, but he didn't grimace, either. :-)

Off and on, hiccups. No sound, just the spasms.

Later in the day the cardiology department considered a swan catheter to monitor heart pressure (Jason, the nurse, had explained it well enough that I agreed for them to use one). Given progress and the various substances and number of "insertions" already in play, they decided it wasn't needed right now. These are my words, after hearing from Sadie, who was here during the decision. They might reassess later.

7:20 AM Thursday, March 7 He has a slight fever and they gave him Tylenol. Maybe it's the inhalation pneumonia, or not.

When they get to the assessment (described above) they might restrain him.

9:08 AM Thursday, March 7, the fever (slight as it was, probably 99 or so) broke. That's good. He's at his own natural temperature, after days of cooling and heating.

11:20 AM Thursday, March 7, one of the blood pressure medicines was weaned down earlier, so he's only on one, for the purposes of the tests: SAT (Spontaneous Awakening Trial) and SBT (Spontaneous Breathing Trial).

The sedative has been turned down, too.

Spontaneous Awakening might go well, in which case they will assess, a bit, his reactions to verbal requests, and his responses to stimuli. If that goes well, they can set the respirator so that Keith is the primary breather and the machine is back-up, to see how well he can breath.

If Spontaneous Awakening doesn't go smoothly, they will restore the sedative, let him relax and recover, and probably not try again until tomorrow. Partly, if I understand it well, that's because the breathing trial (if it goes well) can lead to extubation (taking the respirator tube out). That should only be done in the morning of a day shift, because there are fewer people at night to put in a new tube if something goes wrong. So because A can lead to B can lead to C, and C is safest in the morning, they don't want to initiate A at other times. I think.

11:55 AM Thursday, March 7, he's waking up, a bit. He did do "thumbs up" when the nurse asked him if he could, and he opened his eyes, sort of. :-)

They're going to do the breathing trial right now.

12:28 PM, Thursday, March 7, Keith was calm at first but got a little agitated. They set the machine to the mode where Keith is the primary "breather" and the machine is backup. He was breathing, but the tube's position was a bit bad and he was breathing around the tube, which creates a danger of aspiration. Also he coughed up some stuff that needed not to go back down. So they put the sedation back on, and will try again tomorrow.

They just repositioned the tube with the help of an x-ray, and will try all that again tomorrow.

The blood pressure medicine needed to be turned back up, which will keep them from trying again this afternoon. Blood pressure might have gone down because of the sedative. The sedative was turned back on because during the breathing trial, Keith was getting more agitated.

But he can wake up, he can follow directions (not counting be calm, yet), he *can* breathe on his own, and it should go better the next time, which should be Friday morning.


I want to mine this for things to keep, but it's past all this now, so I'm setting it apart a bit. Sorry for the construction mess, those trying to read.
PLANS / PREDICTIONS:

Thursday, March 7 At 3:00 a.m. Keith's temperature should reach normal. (It did that Wednesday afternoon; they took the cooling machine off right at 3:00, though.) Later in the day there will be tests of neurological function. Already they know some things, though. He has responded to some stimuli, and reached to pull tubes out. He has bitten on tubes, too. He has bitten down hard enough to make alarms go off. When these things happen, he is given more sedative, not just to keep tubes in but so he can be still and not shiver while he's being kept chilled. Keith has had a scrape on his leg for over a week, and had a Bandaid on it. A nurse took that off mid-Monday, and cleaned the wound and put Betadine on it. As though in his sleep, Keith pulled his knee up (to the side, in the bed, and then stretched it out again. Then he pulled it up again, and stretched back down again, as thothough trying to get away from the Betadine. :-) That (I have been told) is called "withdrawing," and it's a good sign. One thing they do if someone doesn't respond to verbal commands (I'm reporting what was explained to me) is to pinch a fingernail, and see if the person pulls away to avoid that pain. The Betadine on the wound was not intended to be a test at all, but it still was informational.

Bringing him to consciousness is (I think) gradual and tentative. One nurse said he could wake up like a banshee. :-) I think if that happens he would be sedated some. If he comes to consciousness in agitation (biting or jerking anything around) they sedate some more. They're after calm and responsive. "Responsive" is going to involve some things like "Can you squeeze my hand? Can you give me a thumbs up? Can you stick your tongue out?" Those are things people can do with tubes in them.

If he reaches a calm and responsive phase, they will turn down the ventilator, to see how well he can breathe on his own. The display already shows if he takes a breath, and sometimes he does, when he's not so deeply sedated, or if they're changing he bed or rearranging him and it rouses him a bit and he moves. When he inhales, the monitor shows an "A" for "assisted breath" instead of a "C" for "controlled breath." When the machine does the whole thing, it shows a C. If Keith breathes in, the machine is still going to pull air out, so that's "assisted." I think (not positive) that they turn it down gradually to see how much "A" activity comes, and if he's breathing on his own after a bit, for reals, they take the tube out. For people who are not very responsive, they might keep the ventilator going because of the danger of them not knowing they need to cough or spit.


So the summary of the preview is:
  • Don't expect anything at all new on Wednesday, unless something happens.
  • Something will happen Thursday—maybe neurological function assessment (or discovering it's too soon to do that, if he's an agitated banshee of any sort) and maybe trying to take him off the ventilator.

Newer notes, from Friday March 8, are at Keith, better days in the hospital

Disclaimer:

This is my understanding from asking questions or overhearing things or having something explained to me which I might or might not be clear about. If there are mistakes it's because I'm trying to understand things while I'm exhausted, afraid (trying not to be afraid), and moving between bafflement and glimmers.

Some vaguely related photos

I came back at the end of March to build a trail for Keith (or others who want to read the full saga later). Both links are above, but this one was added too, and will be of interest to Keith:
Visuals, and notes—where he was, where I was to get to him. That has a link to the next-newer medical progress report, too.

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

Jorvik Viking reconstructed

This isn't new, but It wasn't here when I looked, and now it will be.

My friend Helene McNeill worked at Yorvik Viking Center while she was getting a Master's degree in archeology from York. We did the tour in 2000, when Holly and I visted them, when they were living in Kirk Ella. A bit later, they published an image, and she brought me a tea towel. It was a fine portrait of my husband, Keith. Only they never saw Keith. They built an image of a guy based on a grave-found skull.


I shared the story on facebook in 2015. Here are some of the comments, and an image as evidence.

Alex Polikowsky:
Did he pose for this portrait?

Sandra Dodd:
Doesn't it seem that way!?

Alex Polikowsky:
Sure does!

Sandra Dodd:
AND this art is from 2000 or so, so the grey was a premonition. :-)

The art has brown eyes. But my friend Helene who was working there then (and brought me a tea-towel with that art, saying LOOK!!!) said they made it from a skull—like forensic reconstruction.

Dawn Todd:
I wonder if they made a 3d version based on the same skull?
There are lots of Viking person models but I don't know if any if them are based on actual skulls. If they did make a 3d Model of this one, as part of the artists process, perhaps it made it in to the display/collection :-)




Sandra:
I'm married to a 3-D version of that image. :-) keith.dodd.967/photos
Scan down that and see what you think! :-)


A photo I found on facebook of my husband looking like that guy above. Keith is in the back right, yellow and red. Marty (our second "child") is middle, same sort of red cloak. It's during a ceremony so they were "done up" with their stuff on. They are (were, in 2015,in that group) a baron and a jarl. ("Jarl" like 'yarl" is spelled "earl" in English and these days is pronounced like "erl" but way back was more like yarl... look at it phonetically.)

Monday, January 28, 2019

Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat

Jeroen van Delft uploaded the full film, with Dutch/Nederlands subtitles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnPClWznEY4



The scenes have markers, on the progress bar!

Alexander Arsov (THANK YOU!) posted:

Act One
[2:19] Prologue
[4:12] Any Dream Will Do
[6:32] Jacob and Sons/Joseph's Coat
[12:20] Joseph's Dreams
[15:08] Poor, Poor Joseph
[17:34] One More Angel in Heaven
[22:58] Potiphar
[28:08] Close Every Door
[32:03] Go, Go, Go Joseph

Act Two
[38:10] Pharaoh Story
[41:11] Poor, Poor Pharaoh
[43:20] Song of the King (Seven Fat Cows)
[46:53] Pharaoh's Dreams Explained
[48:15] Stone the Crows
[50:45] Those Canaan Days
[56:44] The Brothers Come to Egypt/Grovel, Grovel
[1:01:01] Who's the Thief?
[1:03:08] Benjamin Calypso
[1:06:10] Joseph All the Time
[1:07:20] Jacob in Egypt
[1:07:56] Finale: Any Dream Will Do/Give Me My Colored Coat
[1:12:05] Joseph Megamix

If you were a Donny Osmond fan, you will have lots of fun.
If you never were a fan, you might be after this.

I'm glad to have this, because sometimes I want to hear some of it, without finding the DVD. SO COOL!

Saturday, January 05, 2019

Small joys

In a 1997 article called "Rejecting a Pre-Packaged Life," I wrote:
Enjoyment—that word itself is hardly used. Enjoyment is seen nearly as a sin for some people. "You're not here to have fun, you're here to work." Why can't work bring joy? Any tiny moment can be enjoyed: the feel of warm running water when you wash your hands; light and shadow on the floor; pictures in the clouds; the feel of an old book. If you see an old friend, that can bring pure, tingly joy for which there are no words.
Today I was watching episode 50 of a Korean "variety show"—what Americans would call a reality series—and someone is decribing a Korean word based on a Japanese term (or phrase) that they ranslated as "small but certain happiness." Trying to find the original writing in English, I came across the article [Trending] #Small but certain happiness #小確幸 It's from a 1986 essay by Haruki Murakami (Western name order, on that one) called "Afternoon in the Islets of Langerhans." The article, describing the essay, says his examples are:
...eating a freshly-baked loaf of bread with one’s hands, seeing neatly folded underwear in a drawer, wearing a new shirt that smells like clean cotton and letting a cat enter into a bed with a rustling sound.
So in retrospect, as decades have passed, maybe there will be a word. There's a word in Korean. 小確幸

But wait—it jumps to another of my favorite things, which is word histories. It seems the term was created in Japan from Chinese idea-elements, and the taken up by Korean. Maybe in the way we can still create English terms from Greek and Latin elements, and maybe other languages will use the term, too. https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/小確幸

Probably my use of "joy," and finding joy in small, everyday things is better. We already have the word joy.

The idea has been with me since before that article, and I've recommended in many ways and places that people can avoid stress and live better lives if they can become more observant and appreciative. "Stop and smell the roses" might be the best English-language prescription for that.
For unschoolers, it was easiest to tie it in with the ideas of abundance and gratitude.

From Just Add Light and Stir, November 15, 2017:

Abundance and gratitude
"If it's not one thing, it's another."

People usually say that of problems or frustrations. But what about gourds, and little girls, and music, and humor?
If you practice finding abundance, if it's not one thing, it will be another.
SandraDodd.com/abundance
photo by Cátia Maciel

There are others, there, on Gratitude and on Abundance, and with practice, those become inseparable.

Oh, sweet! Note about this one below:

Gratitude for everyday things
Spoons. Flush toilets. Roofs, walls, doors. Paper and lights. Colored markers.

Love. Time.

Thoughts. Ideas.
SandraDodd.com/gratitude/chairs
photo by Sandra Dodd

When I looked to see some of what had come up in those search links, I saw this—the first photo I took when I got my iPad, years ago—and I was sitting in the same place:



Here's what I looked like that day:


Tuesday, January 01, 2019

Way back in 2018

My Christmas letter. I was thinking I should keep it out somewhere, and this seems like a good place. I wish I had sent it to more people. Maybe some of them will find this, and I can read it again, too, someday.

Dodd News for 2018

Last year's Christmas letter came from a future grandmother. This one comes from the grandmother of three.

Ivan Odysseus Dodd was born just a few days after Christmas, on December 28, 2017. He is a robust, big, brave guy. July 3, the tiny miss Kirby Athena Denise Dodd arrived. She's becoming more comfortable in the world, with her long hair (long for a baby) and big eyes.

Not so long after that, Devyn became an official, legal Dodd when her adoption by Kirby became official. I got to be in the courtroom that day, sitting in the gallery with the baby.

Keith and I (kind of suddenly the grandparents of three, THREE!) each had a bump. I had pneumonia for two months in Spring, for no good reason, and thought I would die. I didn't. Keith had shoulder surgery in fall, and is nearly recovered because he is a self-rehabilitating marvel. He is nearly always subtly exercising and stretching one way or another, getting a little more strength and flexibility.

Keith swims most mornings, and I write every day. He still goes to SCA activities, and I still don't. Lately he's doing instrumental music, mostly recorder, with a few others.

Unlike many of the past ten years, all of us were in Albuquerque this year. We never know when that could end, but this year, we have proximity, and a full set.

Kirby is doing computer tech mostly in person now, rather than phone and e-mail, so he's meeting people and seeing lots of places in town he hadn't been in before, working for Ardham Technologies. He took his family to Texas for a long Thanksgiving week, so friends and relatives in Austin, Sulphur Springs and Dallas could meet the baby, and Devyn could see her cousins, aunts and grandma.

Marty got a BA in Economics from UNM in May. His minor was geography. He was already working for the Albuquerque Bernalillo County Water Utility Authority (not a very snappy name). They like him and want to keep him, but he looks around.

Holly earned certification as a yoga instructor, and that became the fourth of the ongoing part-time jobs she has worked this year, in a prismatic sort of schedule. They vary, and all have newness and things to learn. She likes house-sitting and is good with plants and pets. Keep her in mind!

There are photos of everyone named here, and of Destiny and Ashlee, too,
at sandradodd.com/2018.

I hope your Christmas is either fun or that the Christmas you're ignoring passes peacefully, and that 2019 will be a good-memory-making time for you!


2905 Tahiti Ct. NE
Albuquerque NM 87112


And if anyone sends Christmas cards and you have an extra, I love them. Please send one to me at that address. Or a post card if your in an exotic place and need someone to send a card to!

At my house, on Christmas 2018 (these photos aren't at the link above—those were all pre-December):

Devyn, Holly, little Kirby


Original Kirby and the baby-girl Kirby, Keith, Marty, Ivan


Here's a wider shot, with the mothers of those babies:







Sunday, September 23, 2018

"The Sad Sandra Truth"

This is the name of a lost piece of writing.

In a letter to the editor of a homeschooling newsletter in 1993, I wrote:
You can use the Sad Sandra Truth post. I guess it was a big deal because you're not the only one to have said it's touching and all that, only if I have copy I don't know where it is (mabye in the 3" stack of *Prodigy rsidue, but the things I have looked for there I haven't found), so if you print it I'll get to read it again myself! Was that the one that said I was Pippi Longstocking on drugs? More like Pippi Longstocking with flashbacks!
I'm putting this here so that if and when I find that I can transcribe it and mark this off my checklist.

Having found the ten issues of The Back Yard Fence published between summer of 1993 and autumn 1995, I've looked through them all and found nothing about Pippi Longstocking, and nothing beginning with 'the sad Sandra truth.' I did find things worth transcribing, and I plan to link
First transcriptions:

Living History Groups (1995)

Two things involving the Society for Creative Anachronism, and tie-in or parallel with home schooling
what I do transcribe at SandraDodd.com/early but there might not be anything there yet.

Electronic media isn't forever. Neither is paper.