The moon, tonight:
The sky the other direction:
Holly, a little while before and after that (click to enlarge):
Sometimes in the past few days I was worried and sad and forgot to breathe, and other times I remembered with gratitude the good times and advantages and joys of various relationships and I breathed and was better. If I had magic, I would spread it around and keep those who have ever trusted or depended on me *even a little bit* safe and calm and at peace.
The best I can do sometimes is to try to gather my wits and my stuff and my family and my emotions and be still and be grateful.